Clinic Dream

Clinic Dream

I had a dream about us, between 24.00 and 1 AM.

My first dream in this clinic, I think.

As a consequence of our unexpected meeting after 7 PM.

Where are you going on your bike ?

I am going to a bar.

Should you really do this ?

Yes, I would drink less alcohol, not stop alltogether.

It felt like a truency - skipping time.

I can do this, I thought.

I had a pint of Heineken beer.

And I had a Tessel beer, Skuumkoppe.

Because of the foam on the waves of the sea,that you can see on our island Texel.

The last beer was 6% alcohol. Heineken is 5% alcohol.

In this bar, Kings Night would be celebrated. The name of the bar: Zotte.

No longer do they serve Zotte beer from Bruges, Belgium.

At the end, the damage done wasnt so bad.

I paid slightly more than 7 Euros.

 

I went back to the clinic, to watch the movie from 20.30.

Rob opened the door.

He said that you phoned him and that he knew about my visit to the bar.

You cheated on me. And also protected me by your behaviour.

You probably meant well.

I had not expected that you would inform the clinic.

This was something between us, so I felt.

I had to blow for an alcohol test.

It was not that bad: 0.29 on the “Richter” scale. the amount of alcohol.

Rob didnt mind at all. Nothing to worry about.

Until an amount of 0.50 you are safe; above 0.50 and they would punish me.

 

The dream itself...

I was visiting you with my father who died in 1992.

You asked him about my manic experiences during my youth and upbringing.

I hardly communicated with my dad, so he could not help us.

Another Rob entered the scene. My manager at the time.

His heart had stopped beating during a car ride.

Result: Severe spine problems and he could not do much anymore.

This was after 2006, when I hadstopped working.

In 2006, I informed him that I was having a manic episode.

He replied that it wouldnt matter much what he would say.

Since my thinking was well ahead of his.

April 26, 2017 - Happy King’s Day !

 

Delerium - Just a dream

 

= edwinno

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Guest - Ann on Thursday, 25 May 2017 18:38

Nice recount!
Dreams are an interesting glance into our minds and seem quite elusive for me, remembering dreaming and forgetting the content most times. Is there something I am missing? Probably

Nice recount! Dreams are an interesting glance into our minds and seem quite elusive for me, remembering dreaming and forgetting the content most times. Is there something I am missing? Probably :)
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